What im going thru is pretty confusing. U c, i've been with a guy for over a year and a half, we had our ups and downs... and recently we broke up (late October 2008). And during that period, i talked with some other two guys, one of them was with me in some conference, and the other is someone whom i was introduced to thru some other friend, and he's technically in the family.

Anyhow, that guy i was with kinda wants things to work out, so we're trying again. And he knew that i was talking to those other guys, and he got really mad, obviously. And we almost had a fight over the phone a while ago. He said that he doesnt trust me and when i said that it's something in the past, he said "i dont trust you, i just dont"... and this really hurts me. I know he's hurt, but still dunno what to do to ease off his pain and make him regain trust to me. 

I really love him, and dont want to lose him, yet i cant find the right words to say... i feel that during the past year and a half i've talked a lot and nothing happened, i just want to act, u know? I really want things to work out between us, i know we're different, but different ppl also get along, right? I want all the fights to end... im tired, Lissa :(

What should i do, Lissa, seriously im lost... dont wanna hurt him anymore and i want him to trust me... please help me !!

Thanks